Read your post and just wanted to applaud you for being pro-active in your mental/physical health recovery and to stay positive/strong. Many people continue to spiral out of control through loss/depression. I am 40, married with 2 wonderful young children but I can honestly tell you that exercise has kept me alive throughout the trials/tribulations of life. You are going to love your fold. I had to wait 60 days for my fold Xs and it was so worth it. Just wanted to share one of my favorite quotes "You can get busy living, or you can get busy dying" - Shawshank Redemption.